Pardon Me, You're Stepping On My Blog!


Pardon Me, You're Stepping
On My Blog !

Dream ; Imagine ; Believe !!

Me, myself, and I.
All about me.
No hate. No judgements. Just me. :)

-Zaii.

Monday, June 4, 2012

He means so ...

I love his spirit, his heart, his integrity and his loyalty. He’s the love of my life and the man of my dreams.When the world has turned on me and there is darkness all around, he finds a way to bring light in my life and provide positive energy in the face of some of the most extreme circumstances. As long as we have us, f*ck da world….nothing else really matters. I’d lay my life down for him and wouldn’t blink about it.
In my eyes, he’s the most handsome man inside and out. I wouldn’t trade him for all the sun on the beach. As much as I’ve done wrong in life, I’m convinced that I must’ve done something right to deserve a man as great as him. And I’ll forever do all I can to continue to show my undying love and appreciation.

I love him.

Friday, March 23, 2012

Rant over.

okaaayy.
so, i guess people at my college think i'm trying to be a hipster or something, and i'm really not. i like sweaters and dress kind of differently from most people and read a lot and like different music, but i'm not a hipster and don't claim to be. well actually i did one time and it was a joke. anyway, i don't really care what they think. that's not the point of this anyway. there is this girl in the grade below me, and we used to be very close friends. i don't think she is very secure and kind of looks to others to figure out what her personality should be. i know she's done that with other people and she's doing it with me. every time i listen to a song on spotify i see that she listens to the same stuff. she's also trying to convince people that she's a hipster when she's just not. because she thinks i'm a hipster because she's ignorant. it's irritating how she poses all the time.
anyway. rant over.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

1980's

Dedicated to all 1980's :

"I was BORN in 80's. The last SANE generation! - We are the last generation that learnt to play in the street, we are the first who've played video games, seen cartoons in color and went to amusement parks. - We were the last to record songs of the radio on cassettes and we are the pioneers of walk men and chat-rooms..We learned how to program the VCR before anyone else, play with the Atari, Super Nintendo and believed that the Internet would be a free world. - We are the generation of the Thunder Cats, the Transformers, Silver Hawks, Gumby, Highwayman, Manimal, The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, fawlty towers and twilight zone - Traveled in cars without seat belts or air-bags - lived without cell phones. - We did not have 99 television stations, flat screens, surround sound, mp3s, iPods, computers and the Internet, but nevertheless we had a GREAT TIME !"


Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Toon Scavengerr - My list =]

1. Power puff girls
2. Fairly odd parents
3. Samurai Jack
4. Spongebob
5. Dexters lab.
6. Simpsons
7. Family guy
8. Futurama
9. Adventure time
10. Loony tunes
11. Micky Mouse
12. Scooby Doo
13. Pokemon
14. Garfield
15. Chowder
16. Flapjack
17. Courage the Cowardly dog
18. Foster's home for imaginary friends
19. The grim adventures of Billy and Mandy
20. Teen titans
21. Tom and Jerry
22. Your choice
23. Ed edd and eddy
24. Batman
25. X-men

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Daddy's Little Girl :')

Her hair up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates,on the Daddy's Day.
But still her mommy worried, For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called, a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare.
Each of them were searching, a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say.
"Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her, as she smiled at her friends.
And looked back at her teacher, who told her to begin.
And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could, be with me on this day."
"And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know.
All about my Daddy, And how much he loves me so."
"He loved to tell me stories, he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses and taught me to fly a kite."
"We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him, I'm not standing here alone."
"Cause my Daddy's always with me, even though we are far apart.
I know because he told me, he'll forever be here in my heart."
With that her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress.
And from some where in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years
For she stood up for the love, of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her, doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.
"I love my Daddy very much, he's my shining star.
And he'd be here if he could, but heavens much to far."
"Sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes, and she saw him there that day.
And to her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of Daddies and Children, all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them, who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there placed on her desk, was a beautiful pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, by the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing that, Heaven is never too far.


Dedicated to all children that have lost their Daddy or Mommy. Always remember they will be in your hearts.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Deathly likkle thoughts!

It sucks, you know. When everything is doing fine then, it all crashes again. And the worst part is, I really don't want to try and put it all back together again, but I have to.

Objects in mirror are closer than they appear.

I smile though my heart is aching.

Respect yourself. Don't let anyone push you into something that isn't you.

We all have stories to tell.

Baby you're the truth, so I'm just being honest.

The funniest part of the day!