I won't write you a love song.

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it’s too soon to see
If I’m happy in your hands

I’m unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one, you see

I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you tell me it’s
Make or breaking this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I’m gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am

I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one, you see
I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you tell me it’s
Make or breaking this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I’m gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you’ll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
’cause I believe there’s a way you can love me
Because I say
I won’t write you a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one, you see

I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you tell me it’s make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one, you see
I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you tell me it’s make or breaking this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don’t want it for a minute
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There’s a reason to
Write you a love song today...

I'm the kind of girl who kicks the soda machine because it ripped me off. The kind who can always win an argument because I start to get illogical. The kind who likes to get noticed. The kind who is afraid of everything. The kind who will hug you without even knowing your name. The kind who will talk for hours on the phone when you might not even be there. The kind who doesn't order a salad on a dare. The kind who doesn't really know who she is, but will never forget what she isn't. The kind who has a hard time letting go. The kind who has OCD traits and wants everything to be perfect. The kind who wants to find the one. The kind who listens to the rules and follows them; for the most part. And most of all, I’m the kind of girl who wants to change the world 

Whoever said "what you don't know can't hurt you" was a complete and total moron. Because, for most people I know, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world.

It’s laughing with your friend at a time when you shouldn’t. It’s the sweat in your palms wanting to know someone you see and the pit in your stomach when they actually see you. It’s being touched by hands that aren’t your own. It’s the thrill of an escape that almost wasn’t. It’s the embarrassment you feel, naked for the first time. It’s helping a friend find something they lost. It’s a smile, a joke, a song. It’s what someone does that they like doing. It’s what someone does that they like remembering. It’s the thinking of things you may never do and the doing of things you may never have thought. It’s the road ahead and the road behind. It’s the first step and the last and every one in between, because they all make up the good life. 

It feels like someone kicked you in the stomach, feels like your heart stopped beating, feels like that dream you know the one when you are falling and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but its all out of your control, you cant trust anything anymore, no one is who they say they are, your life is changed forever, and the only thing to come out of the whole ugly experience is no one will be able to break your heart like that again.

I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures never relive having been there, memories, good or bad, will always bring tears, and words could never represent feelings felt.

Before you, I was never so emotional. No one could make me cry, and no one made me think so hard. But now the tears flow like rain from the saddest sky there is, and my frantic thoughts are tearing me apart. I'm not going to let it end this way. I'm done feeling sorry for myself, and I'm done being broken, and I'm done letting you make me feel like that at all. I'm going to make myself stronger,no matter how I have to do it, because these thoughts are enough to drive someone insane, and I'm not going to let that be me anymore. I'm taking a stand.

She wouldn't care if you called her and woke her up just to talk at two in the morning. She loves arguing, and she's good at it. Scary movies make her paranoid and she hates when people don't call her back. She envies every couple she sees walking around and showing their happiness. She only wants to be happy and lately, all she thinks about is you.

Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough. Because to someone, you're everything. To someone, you're beautiful. To someone you are the world.

Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something, and has lost something

i'm ready to be the girl i used to be. the one that never cried, the one that didn't get mad at stupid little things and the one that didn't sit around and worry about love. 

There will never be a quote that explains how much you mean to me. Never a song that truly hit's the spot. Not enough words to tell you how I feel. And not enough time to show how long I wanna be with you.

Find the one you can be yourself in front of and say absolutely anything. You can laugh, you can cry, you can hug, you can fight with him and then make up at the end of the night and he would still be crazy about you.

When two people love each other, but they just can`t seem to get things right, how do you know when enough is enough?


Stop having set “qualifications” for a boyfriend/girlfriend. Being a lover is not a fucking job, and you’re not hiring a fucking employee. and yes, they will make mistakes. Yes, they will be different from what you expected. They’re human, and they have no fucking clue what they’re doing. But they love you, and they love every minute of you. So please, give them a chance.

Zaii and her thoughts :D

The thing about dating a friend is that you've got history. You've got stories, and laughs that you can talk about. It's much easier, and better, then starting from scratch.

I am who I am today because of the choices I made yesterday.

I've been fighting the urge to text him and tell him that I miss him. I don't want him to know anymore. I wonder if he even misses me at all. It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that. But I just want to be able to see him without  it hurting. I don't want him out of my life forever. I don't want him to forget me.

Until you face all the mistakes you've made, you'll never change.

I don't care how far you are from me, or how long it's been since we talked. I don't care how mad I got at you, or how mad you've been at me,  you're still what matters most to me and I'm never gonna give that up. I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions

I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I have ever had. And no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I'll always be yours.

Remember he doesn’t need you like you need him, and it hurts.

one day when you're happy with your life and just enjoying it, you'll get an unexpected text. maybe by this time you've already forgotten his number, maybe not. and it'll be him, wanting to "talk." wait, hold up. remember all those tears you shed, while she shed none. remember those corny pick- up lines, remember the hurt. look at how happy you are now. yeah, that's what i thought. don't answer that text.

she's not like that now. she knows better. she knows now that people lie and promises can be broken as quick as they're made. she understands that she might never be loved and too quickly good things fly in front of her eyes before she can reach out and grab them. there isn't a place for everyone in the world, so if you're standing alone for a while, that's why. not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that's when it's the best. she has found out too soon, that in the end you are your own best friend. everyone will be broken at some point or another in his or her life and more often than not, it's gonna hurt like hell - but as much as you want to, you can't stop it. you can't change your fate; some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. you don't know what it is, and when it happens, but it will hit you like a ton of bricks. over time, certain things no longer have an effect on you and that happens because that's the way it's supposed to be. but you'll learn all that later in life, when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. but it might catch you off guard and happen sooner than you think. i mean, ask her, she knows.

I'm scared to move on because I'm worried that the second I'm happy with someone else, you'll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me, and that you're sorry, and that you like me "kinda a lot," and that you miss me "kinda a lot." I'm worried that I'll get so confused because I'll be so happy with him, but of course I'll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you'll never take.

I'm tired of holding back feelings. When people ask me how I am, I want to reply exactly how I'm feeling. But you know what's the saddest part of all? I can't do that without being judged, and without exposing my biggest secret. The fact that I still can’t get over this.

I have trust issues all because of YOU and I need someone to break down that barrier and let me know they really are not all the same.

You and I will always be unfinished business.

Stop running after them. Just stop it. Sit down, read a book, watch the tv, go to sleep. If it's really meant to be, they'll turn around and be like, "Wait. She's not chasing after my ass anymore," and then he'll stand up, put down that book, and run  like the wind to get you back.

I planned to say all these terrible things to you, but in the end, I just want to tell you I miss you. There was never a moment I tried to remember you, because there was never a moment I forgot you.

The most ironic thing of all is, I think this will be the most difficult breakup ever, and we never even dated.

At first you think it’s great you’re talking to him again, but then you start talking about things that happened before, bringing back old memories, and then you realize how much you really miss him and you get to thinking you really want him back, but you remember he doesn’t need you like you need him, and it hurts.

To my sister who lost her's bf

Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like shit.  You still had happy memories, & you're always going to miss them.  Don't try to replace him because you won't. Just get through each day,  & eventually it'll get better. I promise. Eventually someone will come into your life, & whether or not you realize it, they're going to be something special to you. So don't throw yourself at every guy you see, trying to replace him, or at least the dull memories because you're only going to make yourself see how hard he is to replace. Someone better will eventually come along.

Do yew remember ?

[Jay Sean]

I've been thinkin' about you

And how we used to be then. Yeah

Back when

It didn't have to end

We can start again.

[Chorus:]

There's nothing left to say.

Don't waste another day.

Its just you and me tongiht,

Everything will be okay.

If its alright with you,

Then its alright with me.

Baby let's take this time,

let's make new memories.

Do you remember [x3]

All the fun times we had?

Do you remember [x3]

All the fun times we had?

let's bring it back, oh [x4]

So long since you've been missing

It's good to see you again

How are you, how you doin', and how about we?

Don't let this happen again.

[Chorus]

[Sean Paul]

Yo, aye, girl yo,

Bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun,

When I was still your number one.

While it might seem far-fetched baby girl,

But it can be done.

I got this feeling for ya blazing and its hot just like the sun,

Know you feel it too my girl just breathe up

And the good vibes run.

Girl take a sip out the champagne,

Take a little trip down my lane,

My girl.

While your out every night I will feel alright,

Nigga clearly this girl is a my world.

Dont change up now rearrange it girl,

Im a tellin this staight inta my world.

How many years say ya want come kiss this,

Girl cause ya miss this,

Thats what I heard

Thats what I heard

Thats what I heard

Word girl

[Chorus] 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a81eP2E8MEQ

Lil thngs that make mwe happy =]

1) not coming home until 3am
2) when someone you love holds your hand
3) last minute plans that end up being one of your best memories
4) staying up all night on the phone
5) finding the perfect outfit on the clearance rack
6) singing "tik tok" in the car with your best friend
7) when you don't expect things to work out and they do
8) getting scared and holding onto someone
9) falling asleep to the sound of rain
10) hitting the drive-thru for breakfast when you're on the road
11) that feeling of being fresh out of the shower
12) going back to sleep if you wake up on sunday morning
13) the nights you can barely remember

Here comes the big punch line I've been dying to give: I don't really need you like I used to, and you can walk out that door, through the back woods and pretend we never happened. It'll all be the same, but you'll be the coward. You were the one always looking for a way out.

This is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night." I go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missing you, wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine. I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright.
- Taylor Swift-

LifeiiY!

ONE You can miss someone that died. You can miss someone who moved away. But the worst way to miss someone, is someone you see everyday. TWO Cupids' got me in a choke hold. THREE Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same. FOUR and all i want now is to keep on walking straight into something i could adore. FIVE Do I try too hard to make you smile? SIX Whenever you smile, I always smile back. But on the inside I'm having a heart attack. SEVEN Our days are never coming back. I know it's you that can't forget. EIGHT Forgiveness can hurt as much as it heals but giving up doesn't do anything. NINE She woke up in a town made of quicksand. it gets harder to move everyday she stays. TEN and no one's words were strong enough to fix what happened here. ELEVEN I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you. TWELVEThe world will tell you who you are until you tell the world. THIRTEEN it's not enough to say I'm wrong Just know that in my heart, it beats for you. Zaynab :D

Don't say - GOOD BYE =[

I can still remember the days
So many times I've been hurt
So much trust I put on a relationship
So much suffering I brought and the pain still remain
You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
I need sometime for a while before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away.


Zaynab!