Remember he doesn’t need you like you need him, and it hurts.

one day when you're happy with your life and just enjoying it, you'll get an unexpected text. maybe by this time you've already forgotten his number, maybe not. and it'll be him, wanting to "talk." wait, hold up. remember all those tears you shed, while she shed none. remember those corny pick- up lines, remember the hurt. look at how happy you are now. yeah, that's what i thought. don't answer that text.

she's not like that now. she knows better. she knows now that people lie and promises can be broken as quick as they're made. she understands that she might never be loved and too quickly good things fly in front of her eyes before she can reach out and grab them. there isn't a place for everyone in the world, so if you're standing alone for a while, that's why. not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that's when it's the best. she has found out too soon, that in the end you are your own best friend. everyone will be broken at some point or another in his or her life and more often than not, it's gonna hurt like hell - but as much as you want to, you can't stop it. you can't change your fate; some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. you don't know what it is, and when it happens, but it will hit you like a ton of bricks. over time, certain things no longer have an effect on you and that happens because that's the way it's supposed to be. but you'll learn all that later in life, when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. but it might catch you off guard and happen sooner than you think. i mean, ask her, she knows.

I'm scared to move on because I'm worried that the second I'm happy with someone else, you'll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me, and that you're sorry, and that you like me "kinda a lot," and that you miss me "kinda a lot." I'm worried that I'll get so confused because I'll be so happy with him, but of course I'll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you'll never take.

I'm tired of holding back feelings. When people ask me how I am, I want to reply exactly how I'm feeling. But you know what's the saddest part of all? I can't do that without being judged, and without exposing my biggest secret. The fact that I still can’t get over this.

I have trust issues all because of YOU and I need someone to break down that barrier and let me know they really are not all the same.

You and I will always be unfinished business.

Stop running after them. Just stop it. Sit down, read a book, watch the tv, go to sleep. If it's really meant to be, they'll turn around and be like, "Wait. She's not chasing after my ass anymore," and then he'll stand up, put down that book, and run  like the wind to get you back.

I planned to say all these terrible things to you, but in the end, I just want to tell you I miss you. There was never a moment I tried to remember you, because there was never a moment I forgot you.

The most ironic thing of all is, I think this will be the most difficult breakup ever, and we never even dated.

At first you think it’s great you’re talking to him again, but then you start talking about things that happened before, bringing back old memories, and then you realize how much you really miss him and you get to thinking you really want him back, but you remember he doesn’t need you like you need him, and it hurts.